Wednesday, 10th July [1822].—Called on Mr. Ritchie, to ask if he thought I should finish the business on Monday? I told him that I wanted to know what was to be done about my own payment, as Mr. Hazlitt now seemed to demur to the one quarter that he had all along agreed to, and there was also the 20l. that I was to have as a present. He said that he was at present very much engaged in some business which would end in two days more, and that then, if I was at all apprehensive about it, he would write to, or see, Mr. Hazlitt on the subject.
Thursday, 11th July.—Met Mr. Hazlitt in Catherine Street, and asked him what I was to do if Mr. Gray sent in my bill to me, and he said I had nothing to do with it, for that he had paid Mr. Prentice 40l., which was nearly the whole expense for both of them. I said that was what Mr. Ritchie, to whom I had spoken about it, thought. He said Mr. Ritchie had nothing at all to do with it, and I remarked that he was the person he had sent to me about it, and that he did not think it would finish on Monday; and [I] asked if he had heard anything more? He said no, but he thought it would be Monday or Tuesday; and as soon as it was done, he wished I would come to him to finally settle matters, as he had some things to say, and I told him I would. I was rather flurried at meeting him, and totally forgot many things I wished to have said, which vexed me afterwards.
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Friday, 12th July.—On my return [from a walk to Holyrood House] I found a note from Mr. Gray, appointing next Wednesday for my attendance, and desiring a “payment of 20l. towards the expense.” I took it to Mr. Bell’s; he and Mr. Hazlitt went out at the back door as I went in at the front. I gave the message to Mrs. Bell, who told me Mr. Hazlitt had been to Mr. Gray’s. . . . .
Saturday, 13th July.—Met Mr. Hazlitt at the foot of my stairs, coming to me. He said that Mr. Gray was to have the money out of what he had paid Mr. Prentice. . . . . I told him he need not be uneasy about meeting me in the steamboat, for I did not intend to go that way. Asked him if he thought it a good collection of pictures at Dalkeith House [this is so characteristic!]; he said no, very poor. . . . .
Wednesday, 17th July.—Mr. Bell called between ten and eleven. . . . .
He had come, by Mr. Gray’s desire, to accompany me
to the court, and was himself cited as a witness. [Mrs. H. then describes going to the court, but the proceedings
were pro formâ, as the depositions had been arranged to
be taken at Mr. Bell’s private residence.] Returned,
and wrote a note to Mr. Hazlitt, to have
in case he was out, saying that I would call on him at two o’clock. I
left it. . . . . Saw Mr. Hazlitt at four o’clock; he
was at dinner; but I stopped and drank tea with him. [!] He told me that all
was done now, unless Mrs. Bell should
make any demur in the part required of her. . . . . Said he would set off to
London by the mail that night, though he thought he
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He said that he was sorry for [it], but that it was done
without his knowledge or consent. That Colburn had got hold of it by mistake, with
other papers, and published it without sending him the
proofs. He asked me where I should be in town, and I told him at
Christie’s. He inquired what kind of people they
were. I told him a very respectable quiet young couple lately married. He
desired me to take care of myself, and keep up a respectable appearance, as I
had money enough to do so. He† wished he could marry some
woman with a good fortune, that he might not be under the necessity of
writing another line; and be enabled to * The italics are mine. This passage must find
room here, in spite of my scruples. The affair was well known, and
was soon in print in the ‘Liber Amoris.’ To conceal
it would be useless; and all that I can do is to place it in its
true light before the world. Mrs.
H. was a plain-spoken woman, without any false
delicacy about her. She was perfectly acquainted with the whole
history of the matter. † The italics are mine. The John
referred to presently was, of course, his brother. This passage is
very remarkable.
MRS. DOW THE LANDLADY. 63 provide for the child, and
do something for John; and that now his name was
known in the literary world, he thought there was a chance for it, though
he could not pretend to anything of the kind before. . . . . I left
Mr. Henderson with him, pressing him
to accompany him to the Highlands; but he seemed, after some hesitation, to
prefer going to London, though I left the matter uncertain. He [Mr.
Henderson] had been dawdling backward and forward about it for
three weeks, wishing to have the credit of taking him there, but grudging the
money, though he was living upon us for a week together in London.
Mr. Hazlitt said that, if he went to Winterslow, he would take the child, as he wished to have him a little with him; so I thought he had better go with the first that went, as I did not think of staying in town more than two or three weeks, and then making some stay at Winterslow, and proceeding afterwards to Crediton.* He said we could settle that best in town.
Mrs. Dow [Mr. H.’s landlady] brought in the bill, which he just looked at and said, “Is that the whole, ma’am?” “Yes, sir; you had better look over it, and see that it is correct, if you please.” “That, ma’am,” he said, “is one of the troubles I get rid of. I never do it.” “You are a very indolent man, sir.” “There is a balance of twenty-four shillings, ma’am; can you have
* “Where Mr. H.’s relations were settled! This is also a curious part of the business. My grandmother was intimate and friendly with the Hazlitts to the last, and frequently visited them here. |
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Thursday, 18th July [1822].—She returned with the four shillings, saying she had been to two or three places to get that. . . . . Went to Mr. Ritchie, who gave me the note-of-hand for fifty pounds at six months, dated 6th May, and the copy of memorandums signed by Mr. Hazlitt. . . . . He said he had expected him and Mr. Henderson to supper last night, but they did not come. I told him he wished to go to London by the mail, and probably had done so. . . . . He said he must repeat that he thought we had taken the step most advisable for both parties. . . . . Called at his [Mr. H.’s] lodgings to inquire if he went by the mail. Mrs. Dow said yes; he left there about eight o’clock. . . . . Called at the coach-office, and they said Mr. Hazlitt did not go by the mail. Saw the waiter at the inn door, who said he went by the steamboat at eight o’clock this morning. . . . .
Carried back Mrs.
Bell’s book. Mr.
Bell said I was a great fool to have acceded to his wish for a
divorce, but that it was now done, and he thought I had better get some old
rich Scotch lord, and marry here. “I was now Miss Stoddart, and was I not glad of
that?” “No; I had no intention of marrying, and should
not do
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