The Creevey Papers
        Samuel Romilly to Thomas Creevey, 23 September 1805
        
        
          
        
        
          
        
       
      
      
      
      
     
     
    
     “Little Ealing, Sept. 23rd, 1805. 
    
    
     “I have just received your letter. . . . It has indeed
                                    very much surprised me, and I am afraid my answer to it will occasion as much
                                    surprise in you. I cannot express to you how much flattered I am by the honor
                                    which the Prince of Wales does me. No event
                                    in the whole course of my life has been so gratifying to me. . . . I have
                                    formed no resolution to keep out of Parliament; on the contrary, it has long
                                    been my intention and is still my wish, to obtain a seat in the House, though
                                    not immediately.* If I had been a member from the beginning of the 
 * He was elected member for Queenborough in 1806, on
                                            taking office as Solicitor-General in “All the Talents.”
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 present Parliament, my
                                    vote would have been uniformly given in a way which I presume would have been
                                    agreeable to the Prince of Wales. . . . Upon all questions I should have voted
                                    with Mr. Fox; and yet, with all this, I
                                    feel myself obliged to decline the offer which his Royal Highness has the great
                                    condescension to make me. . . . When I was a young man, a seat in Parliament
                                    was offered me. It was offered in the handsomest manner imaginable: no
                                    condition whatever was annexed to it: I was told that I was to be quite
                                    independent, and was to vote and act just as I thought proper. I could not,
                                    however, relieve myself from the apprehension that . . . the person to whom I
                                    owed the seat would consider me, without perhaps being quite conscious of it
                                    himself, as his representative in Parliament . . . and that I should have some
                                    other than my own reason and conscience to account to for my public conduct. .
                                    . . In other respects, the offer was to me a most tempting one. I had then no
                                    professional business with which it would interfere. . . . As a young man, I
                                    was vain and foolish enough to imagine that I might distinguish myself as a
                                    public speaker. I weighed the offer very maturely, and in the end I rejected
                                    it. I persuaded myself that (altho’ that were not the case with others)
                                    it was impossible that the little talents which I possessed could ever be
                                    exerted with any advantage to the public, or any credit to myself, unless I
                                    came into Parliament quite independent, and answerable for my conduct to God
                                    and to my country alone. I had felt the temptation so strong that, in order to
                                    fortify myself against any others of the same kind, I formed to myself the
                                    unalterable resolution never, unless I held a public office, to come into
                                    Parliament but by a popular election, or by paying the common price for my
                                    seat. It is true that, when I formed this resolution, the possibility of a seat
                                    being offered me by the Prince of Wales had never entered into my thoughts, and
                                    that the rules which I had laid down to regulate my conduct ought perhaps to
                                    yield to such a circumstance as this. But yet I have so long acted on this
                                    resolution—the principles on which I formed it have become so much a part
                                    of the system of my life, and that life is now so far advanced, that I cannot
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 convince myself—proud as I am of the distinction
                                    which his Royal Highness is willing to confer upon me, that I ought to accept
                                    it. The answer that I should wish to give to his Royal Highness is to express
                                    in the strongest terms my gratitude for the offer, but in the most respectful
                                    possible way to decline it; and at the same time to say that, if his R. H.
                                    thinks that my being in Parliament can be at all useful to the public, I shall
                                    be very glad to procure myself a seat the first opportunity that I can find.
                                    But the difficulty is to know how to give such an answer with propriety. I am
                                    fearful that it may be thought, in every way that it occurs to me to convey it,
                                    not sufficiently respectful to his R. H., and from this embarrassment I know
                                    not how to relieve myself. My only recourse is to trust that you will be able
                                    to do for me what I cannot do for myself. . . .” 
    
    Thomas Creevey  (1768-1838)  
                  Whig politician aligned with Charles James Fox and Henry Brougham; he was MP for Thetford
                        (1802-06, 1807-18) Appleby (1820-26) and Downton (1831-32). He was convicted of libel in
                        1813.
               
 
    Charles James Fox  (1749-1806)  
                  Whig statesman and the leader of the Whig opposition in Parliament after his falling-out
                        with Edmund Burke.